I'm still holding on to things left unsaid
Letters left unread, tucked inside my head
I'm still hurting from all the wounds left
From all the people who misled me
I'm still scarring from all my wounds
The ones that just won't heal
Tear it open over and over, pour the salt
Every raw emotion I don't ever want to feel
It just comes crashing in all at once
Every ounce of grieving
Every lack of coping, just stop
The heaviness is so unnerving
There it is again, I'm bleeding
Another word etched in my skin
Hate, isn't even close to what I'm feeling
But its the only word to sum it up in
So there it is the proof of a new beginning
Hit rock bottom then climb back up again
This chapters done let's write the ending
The weight be gone, new life begin.
