Just wanna share this depression of mine.

Why do I fell like an outsider
Even if I'm home
How can you be my daughter?!
How unlucky am I to have a sister like you
These are the words that I hear most of the time

I hate to hear those words
I wonder why they dislike me
Am I that worthless
That no one bears to be with me

I easily appreciate things
And easily hurt with harsh words
Even if it's insincere words
Please just once, tell me
The words I've been searching for

I'm still hoping for someone to be with me
Please find me!!!
I need someone who will love me
Even if I'm at my worst

I can't bear this anymore
I'm torn into pieces
All I see are false mask
That torture me with there false smile

I easily forgot this sorrow full felling
But when I'm alone
I'm being eaten by the darkness
I wonder why

I smile most of the time
But actually dying inside
When will I find light
That will save me from the darkness

I also hate myself
Why the heck am I worthless
I fell like an air that floats in the air
That nobody can see
I feel so empty inside

As time goes by
Things get worse
People think I'm fine
But please seek inside of me

I know people might think
It's just self pity
But the thing is
This is reality that I have to face

I'm thirsty! I need pure love
I need someone to heal this invisible wounds
It hurts so much, I can barely handle it
Please someone hold on me before I face DEATH...