I know what its like.
To beg God to take it all away.
The pain, the suffering, the hurt, the memories, the heartache.
Because you just cant do it anymore.
You want to forget it all and you'd rather feel completely numb than feel this.
You're broken, you're lost. And you dont know what to do next. You're sick of crying.
You just want to take it all back, get rid of this feeling.
But you cant.
You realise now that the goodbye was easy.
Its the flashbacks that are hard.
You pray it'll get better, but you know it wont.
Not for a long time.
Not all relationships are meant to last.
Sometimes they do because two brave people have decided to keep fighting, against the odds.
Too bad they almost always lose.
I dont know much about life, I cant say im good at it.
But I do know this...
Dont fall in love.
You've got too much to lose.