Jealousy

by jAsZmIn   Oct 28, 2011


I hate myself
Why do i look like this
Why does she look so good compared to me
I get jealous of her

People like her so much
While me, they even barely give me false smile
I feel suffocated
I can't breath

I'm all alone
Standing in this corner
Watching them smiling
And complementing her

I also hate myself getting easily touched by simply Asking me How are you?,
My heart starts pounding so fast
It's almost going to burst
Cause, even for just a split second
They asked me and only me.

Then turns back at me
They speak highly of her
As if she is a goddess herself
As if she do things w/o flaws

But I wonder why
Even I gets amazed and dazzled by her
Maybe because she's everything
I wanted to be.

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  • 12 years ago

    by jAsZmIn

    THANK YOU :))

  • 12 years ago

    by Roronoa Zoro

    People like her so much
    While me, they even barely give me false smile
    I feel suffocated
    I can't breath

    I have a best friend who sucks in all the woman I know how you feel

    I also hate myself getting easily touched by simply Asking me How are you?,

    I thought I was the only one that thought like this

    But I wonder why
    Even I gets amazed and dazzled by her
    Maybe because she's everything
    I wanted to be.

    Everyday I wish I was more like my friend like I said above but I cannot be something I am not.

    Great write but sad keep writing

  • 13 years ago

    by Jenna Bella Oldridge

    Such a sad piece :( still well worth the read
    5/5