Why Lord Why

This is a poem I wrote about a year ago.

Why Lord Why

Why Lord why,
why feel like this,
why try to believe in myself,
when I know nothing happens?
Why try to trust,
why try to write,
why bother crying,
when nothing seems to help?
Why bother being,
why bother seeing,
why try to compete with thee,
When I cant make it?
Why Lord, why,
Why do I feel the way I do,
why can’t you help me,
help me through life,
help me believe and trust myself?
Why aren’t you there for me,
why put me though this pain,
stop trying to prove I’m strong,
for I am weak!
Why Lord, Why?