Listen Up

Here's my confession;
I still love you,
honestly I don't think i stopped,
just pushed away everything
of you in my mind,
forced myself to believe I'm over you.

Listen up boy, I need to tell you this,
pouring out my heart to you isn't
an easy thing anymore,
but since day one i loved you,
five months later i still do,
maybe this is a sign?
maybe we really are meant for each other?

Who knows whats meant to be,
should i try? maybe, will i? no,
You destroyed me inside, yet i still love you,
i miss you boy,
man do i miss everything with us,
but you caused this, brought this upon
yourself,
want me back... its your turn to try.

Here's my confession,
I never stopped loving you,
yes i said hurtful things,
but you did me very wrong,
i love you, you love me,
if were meant to be it'll happen,
just remember love,
I'm not over you..

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Not my best poem. But i found out last night my first love still loves me. & My mind is all messed up, have no idea what to think. So this would kinda be something I'd say to him..-