Love...the emotion that we all
have come to feel in our lives.
We think that we know what love is,
but some of us...truly don't.
I was in love once. Well at least
I thought I was. I fell for a man,
who loved me for me. But what
I didn't know, was how he was going
to treat me.
At first it was wonderful, and grand.
But then...after we got married...
it slowly started going downhill.
We had two kids, which I thought would
make me happy, as well as him.
He wanted more of me,
he demanded "special" attention.
I hated having to submit to him,
because if I refused,
I had another child on my hands.
He would throw fits to get what he wanted.
It soon got to the point that I was scared...
I was scared to be home and in the same
place with him. I would try coming to conclusions
and talking to him. But nothing ever worked.
It made my heart break that he would treat
me like this.
So I decided to take a 30 day break. After
day one, he was claiming that he understood
what I was saying. That's a bold face lie.
That man, didn't learn overnight.
He is now claiming that he understands what he
has done, and wants me back.
All I can really say is, he had his chance
numerous times. This break, was a test.
A test that he has failed miserably.
I will not be anyones slave anymore.
I am going to go through with what I have
decided. Which is to leave him. He brought
it upon himself, not me. I love him, but not like
I did when we got married. I'm sorry but I finally feel free. I went from hell with my parents, to hell in a marriage.
