I feel broken, like nobody really likes me and if u think u do, youll eventually get tired of my problems and go away, and i cant, cause when i feel i should die ure that small light that promises to get brighter, i dont know how it happened but te amo and uve become my reason to live, at least one thats worth it.. I dont wanna sound emo but if i dont say this now i dont know how much longer i an hold it in.. Im still doubting if i should send this message but i know that in the end i will because i need to feel like someone will be there, on the other side jst waiting for me, and after all the suffering, that a couple o years ago i wouldve called to dramatic and now is my reality, i can feel myself heal a bit in your arms you literally hold me high and steal my pain away.. Here i go, i hope u r the one :( <3
I tried sending this to my boyfriend but i couldnt look weak and reveal my masquerade, in the mean time i guess itll be another night and ill cry myself to sleep after my mother said she would harm me and my sister to have revnge on my dad ..
