Mistakes were made,
But no regrets.
For smiles fell upon my face,
From the moment we first met.
Truth is I miss you,
But I hate you all the same.
I look back at our relationship,
And see you're just as much to blame.
I admit I wasn't perfect,
But neither were you.
All the feelings I held inside,
Never really broke through.
I was scared to love you,
In fear you'd break my heart.
Scared you'd take my reality,
And tear it completely apart.
Though I was scared,
My knees grew weak.
I truly did find the love,
My very heart did seek.
But just as u thought,
Your love faded away.
Just like the sun does,
After a long day.
The nights got lonely,
The pain got worse.
My heart felt black,
As the darkest curse.
My eyes grew tired,
My dreams became fears.
My tears they fell for,
Two wasted years.
My lips to the bottle,
Almost every night.
My soul lost in sadness,
Just trying to find some light.
This pen to this paper,
Imaginary gun to my head.
Wish it had a trigger,
To uncover words unsaid.
