Your face seems so familiar
i used to know your every move
But now you seems so unpredictable to me
I never know what you'll do
I don't know if i can trust you anymore
I no longer know what kind of person you are
You never seem to live up to your word like you used to
Apart we've grown a little too far
I stop and think and wonder
If things between us will ever be the same
I don't remember all this anger
You act like this is a game
Your actions DO have consequences
You no longer care about how i feel
You don't understand what this does to me
I can't believe this is real
As long as I've known you
I never thought you'd be this inconsiderate
I used to talk about you as my best friend
But now i find you an idiot
I wonder if this horrible feeling will pass
Will i ever be okay?
Its too late to call and talk to you
Should i turn to this blade?
I can't sleep with the thoughts of what I'll say to you
Planning carefully how the conversation will go
I know it will be harsh and hostile
About my hurting i wonder if you even know
I hurt a lot more than i used to
Now i feel a lot more pain
I don't think any of you know about it
I think I'm going insane
I haven't told any of you about the last time i did this
I just don't trust you anymore
So i now i have no where to turn to
I think of this as the knife hits the floor
All i know is that i don't want you anywhere near me
I wish you all to just go away
I want to go back when it was happy
But i know that that's all been thrown away
I know we'll never go back there
There is no possible way how
But i guess you just have to get over it and hope you enjoyed it while you could
And know that, That was then, and this is now.
