Tasting my death

Death is whispering into my ears again

as I'm walking with this blank picture in my head

no more feelings no more sensations

I'm living this lie almost dead.

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every time i close my eyes i see this darkness fulfilling my life

and every time i sleep i only feel this wound hurting me so deep

breathing without knowing the goal of being alive

but the joke is that i should continue living this lie.

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this hope of someone will take me up to there

and the rhythm of my heart for stopping will prepare

finally the land will hug my peaceful body

and it will be the end of this dramatic story.

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wasting all my tears weeping on my destiny

it was always me and i keep on blaming the others

i was born crying but now I'm saying goodbye smiling

escaping this fate and renounced from this misery.

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as I'm holding the key of my desire

my heart's beats became higher

and that red thing became so free to run

reaching the floor holding my gun.

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that person is standing upon my head

staring at me completely dead

he held my hand and took my soul

i couldn't say a word i didn't have a role.

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now I've went to somewhere else

where i don't know anyone i don't have friends

I'm afraid as i used to be again

but i did wrote my own will with my own pen.

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suddenly i figured out that it was only an annoying dream

i woke up crying regretting everything i didn't heal

I've hurt myself i didn't even try to fix things

but now I'll reach my highest dreams even that i don't have wings