Crying

Tears fall down my face
For no apparent reason
This is something called crying
It seems to be in for me this season

Every bad thing that's ever happened to me
Or given me a depressing feeling
Is all coming back right now
While i stare up at the blank ceiling

All my fears and hurting well up inside
I dwell in all my pain
But i release it all with one swift cry
My heart feels as if its been slain

I just let go completely of my emotions
I no longer have any control
I just keep crying and crying
But no one will ever know

I feel all this pain inside me
I never seem to want to be happy
I can feel the good person inside of me
But it all begins to seem sappy

I get so upset about everything
Everything that has happened
It all just flashes before my eyes
On the table my tears are tapping

I keep thinking about whats become
Out of everything that used to be nothing
The little things that used to make me smile
Never seem like they are anymore something

I don't want things to change completely
But i know i don't want to stay this way
I know that my tears will dry up eventually
And i cannot wait for that day.