You are still my brother and my blood. I'm sorry I didn't get the chance to say goodbye to you. I grieve and cry and scream out your name when no one is around. It's been awhile since I've last seen you 6 years actually. Mom misses you I see you every day. In your nephews your daughter and every where else. I'm writing this letter to you to say my goodbye. I'm sorry it took so long I'm at the point where when I'm alone i don't cry as MUCH. But i still shed my tears for you. I don't think anyone knows exactly how much i miss you. Thats OK because i do. I'm sure I'll have many of poems about you. Goodbye my brother.