Her eyes fly open, a loud scream escapes her mouth and tears are just pouring down her face. The nightmare she has every night is so real, she can't bring herself back to reality and find even a remotely good place. In her dreams she can still feel his cold harsh breath on her neck, his body pushing hard against hers and her heart breaking. She was only a little girl when he first started sneaking in at night, and though it's so many years later, at the sound of his name her whole body starts shaking. He has taken away her childhood, her virginity, her sense of safety and fairness in the world and has ruined her in so many other ways. He's made her this horrible mess in front of you, and she has finally realized she will never be okay. Her whole childhood was so horrific and full of so much pain, she was only 13 when she first picked up that knife. She maybe older now but she still cuts, has flashbacks and nightmares, is scared of anybody that comes near her and isn't able to live her life. Do you see what he did to her, do you really see or are you turning a blind eye like everyone else? It doesn't really matter anyway, she won't be here for much longer as she won't ever be happy, until she leaves the world and all her pain simply melts.
