And now as you are gone...... and you don't love me anymore there are certain things that i feel..i sit where we used to sit and chat for hours..... i closed my eyes and felt you beside me.....i opened my arms and suddenly felt your warmth like you have hugged me tightly.... i felt your heart beat...i felt like you held my hand and whispered "you are my life and i love you"....my eyes were closed.... i felt you moist kisses on my eyes.... my lips smiled.... and i closed my arms around you..... and silently prayed...may this moment never end... may the time stop here.... or may my soul be taken away because i didn't want anything else in life.... you were with me...so close to me ..what else would i wish?my eyes bowed and i didn't say it but i really meant that"yes i am yours....".... that was the moment that cant be explained in words...... our souls were talking to each other.... suddenly i felt a jerk and when i opened my eyes.. no one was there.. i was standing in rain...alone ..pale.... tired ....agonised..... it wasn't the moistness of your kisses ..it was the rain... the warmth i felt wasn't of yours it was of my tears that were floating endlessly on my cheeks...you were not physically there .... but you were in my heart..... i smiled in tears... yes you will always be there... because you are my love... and i cant live with out you...
