You'd think I’d be strong, rather than weak, like everyone else falling around me.
But behind my eyes I can not hide my true colors even if you don’t want to see.
Behind the mask is only a girl, breakable physically, mentally, and emotionally.
One touch and she shatters, from whom she seems to be.
It may have been only three years but it was the best years of my life.
I can’t turn to you anymore, nor gun, addiction, or knife.
I promised you I wouldn’t cry but tears I continue to shed.
Looking back when we were together, memories from my head.
You're far away even when you don’t leave, it hurts real bad.
Because I know you will be leaving tomorrow. I'm devastated, not sad.
Without you I'm nothing, my heart can not remend.
I lost everything; it is all gone, because I lost, my best friend.
