You know my heart can give more love than all the pages of the books in this world.
I always made sure I heard from you before I step foot in my school.
Goodmorning Babe, Goodmorning Lover..don't tell me that I am wasting my time.
When I told you that we were gonna be together I meant it.
You just really need to have patience, because I don't want anything more than you.
Not even the career I desire.
Don't loose yourself. Don't loose hope baby.
You are falling closer to the guy you once were.
That you know you hate to even think about.
I love that your a bada**, a smarta**, but don't be a dumb one.
One night I got a text message from you, it read that you were seeing someone else.
I couldn't believe that it was true.
All the signs, that I did not want to confront or bring up.
Afraid of loosing you..
Didn't think either way it would happen.
Reading that message was the worse thing that has and ever will happen to me.
It hurt worse than my skin and my heart on domestic abuse, my gone dad, fake friends, my changed mother...
Pretty please..gorgeous man.
Don't leave me.
I refuse to say I Love You to anyone else.
Who's gonna save both of our world's?
I can replay the things you've told me in my head.
I can read the things I wrote about you before crying myself to sleep on my bed.
Crying because you were and are the best thing that's ever happened to me and I thought I'd never be in love again.
What happened about being your bestfriend, your girlfriend, your soon to be wife.
The only love I had in my life.
I know that you are still in love with me..being with who you are with.
You made me loose the thought of the knife.
Which would end my cries.
I never looked at the time for us.
Dedicated To: Chad Pattison
From: Your Girl Forever...
