The tears they fall silently
For I do not want you to see
See how much you are hurting me inside
Sometimes you make me feel alive
But most the time you make me feel like I'm dying
As i write this you've got me crying
But hey what do you care
You just want me so you have someone there
Yet you still keep secrets from me
And you think I'm too blind to see
When I tell you what's on my mind
You shut me out every single time
You curse and raise your voice
And act like a complete loser around the boys
Talking bout things I don't need to know or hear
So i try to block it out from my ears
But then your past creeps into my mind
How can I trust you when you did that all the time
It feels like you've got someone else
But I don't know your phone's always on your belt
Why propose to me if you're going to keep secrets
Seriously you make me feel like I'm not worth it
Don't tell me you love me if it's all a lie
Cause I will leave without saying goodbye
