Sad. Confused. Hurt. Scared.
Emotions can not describe it.
The way my heart feels,
I am afraid to admit.
It's been years since I found myself,
able to put words to paper.
As I write this I find myself looking at my past,
and trying to figure out my future.
I've never spent so much time,
being confused by my own thoughts.
I can't eat, I can't sleep,
tears roll down my cheek, my stomach in knots...
A man far from ordinary,
amazingly remarkable in his innocence.
Funny. Sweet. Ambitious. Caring.
Completely unaware of his valiance.
"Try not too miss me too much,"
words so bitterly sweet.
With so much love they are spoken,
and yet still so incomplete...
"good-bye", is no more than two words,
words commonly found side by side.
The power of these words shown only,
in the tears that are cried.
