God has a plan for all of us. How much easier it would be if he just said what it was.
You always have someone to talk too, it's a matter of opening up to the possibility of candid conversation
excellent write

I love this poem hun,

The words you used showed a lot of emotion and heartache.

It can be difficult to talk to people and let people in your life especially if you have been let down before. You don't want to go through that pain again.

You may have people around you all the time but you could even then, feel like the loneliest person in the world.

All I can do
is...
fake smile
fake I'm ok
until night
when everyone sleeps
I'll cry and cry
just cry myself to sleep

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

These lines I felt were so true for me.
Most of the people I know don't know what goes on with me in my life and my personal struggles so to not allow them to judge me I put on a fake smile and continue.

I think you did well with this poem

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