All these years we both suffered cuz of the hand i dealt us,
My heart was always filled with so many emotions, making my heart to heavy to bare at times,
I regreted ever letting my friends convince me to leave you,
I loved you then.
He has always been in my heart,
taken up the most space,
he always was on my thoughts,
a truly haunting presences that was always,
deeply bounded in my mind,
his brown eyes always peering at me behinde closed doors,
makeing me regret leaving,
it makes me feel so foolish.
After him, I made sure to follow my heart,
always ignoring what i heard from anyone,
listening only to what my heart wanted,
cuz my heart never told a lie.
It was easy,
though I never thought i would come across a time where i couldnt rely on my heart,
where i really needed to listen to the melody that played in my mind.
But when i listen to the pounding of my heart like a drum,
and the beautiful rthyum of my mind together,
it was then all to clear.
The past was the past,
we had something then,
and even though it still remains in some way,
I must move on from him, and remain on the path in which i chosen already.
For sometimes the one you used to have, is not the one you need,
and sometime your heart can lead you a stray,
you just need to be well aware of what you are doing,
The past can still effect the present.
You might be trying to bring me down to your level,
where you dwell in your own sorrow,
in which you wish for the days that we had,
wondering what could of been,
all the while,
I look forward to what i have,
its sad that im blessd, while you are lost,
but your weighing your ownself down,
i live for the future,
everyday i fix my issues a little more,
i walk hand in hand with who I love,
cuz i had the guts to contine living my life,
striving for better days,
rather then letting the darkness swollow me whole.
Some day you will be happy again,
it just wont be with me.
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Im sure there are spelling errors, but this websites spell checker isnt working for me. so i will fix these spelling errors in a bit. but for know here it is, in all its spelling errors! LOL.
