Liquid saddness

I hear it touch the ground,
I have no feeling in this body of mine,
Is it blood or tears?
My life is so full of liquid sadness
I can't tell the difference between the two,
I see my friends smiling and laughing maybe one day
I will be like them
And join them in beautiful sunlight
But till my time comes
I will just have to live in this dark place called home.