Notice me, love me, and be mine forever.

I have been thinking about you all the time.
Ive been wishing for you to see me.
I want your love, I want you to be mine.
Everyday ive been wanting to tell you my feelings, but im afraid. Afraid to get turned down, afraid to get laughted in the face. It might seem weak, but im not. Im as strong as i can ever be, I understand alot more than it looks like. In your eyes im nobody, im a ghost, im a person you would never talk to. Why? Because im different. Im the one caring for people, im the one speaking for others, im also the silent one, but also the kindest. Why wouldn't you have one as me? Because you want one that is cool. You want one that everyone likes. That person will lie to you and betray you, but you dont know that.
If you choose me i would be there always. Never betraying, never lying, always loving you for how you are and who you are. I accept the person you want to be, i accept you for you. I would never change you. This is what I think and feel. You dont know it, and you never will.
Im sorry for not telling you. I guess it is for the best.

Stupified over and out.