I had so much to say that day,
but I let it all just slowly slip away.
If only I'd manage to get up the nerve,
to tell you all the things I meant to say.
When you turned to walk away for good,
I couldn't even tell you not to leave me.
I just let my eyes fill with unshed tears,
and threw my hands in the air screaming.
I chose your feelings over my own,
with hopes you find something better.
Each day I sit by the window searching,
for the one that so clearly got away.
There was so much I meant to say,
when you walked away the snowy day.
I slowly let all the words just slip away,
in the same way I watched you drift away.
i love this.
you can feel the pain you feel as you let him go, wishing so badly you never had. Waiting at the window in hopes he comes back. Wishing you had never put your feelings first; & just realized he was always the one you wanted.