Yearnings

The yearnings within me
bring many desires
Yet I crave for more
than will ever transpire!

Ache, hurt, my body yearns
The desire takes my whole being
The passion inside me
Seeking that freeing!

Will I exploded and then cease
Or will I survive with flair
Do I keep on trying
Throughout the despair?

The yearnings are unfulfilled
The goodbyes and let downs
Especially when I can't see
what are the honest, justifiable grounds.

I have so much to give to just one
Who will care and love in return
Instead all I seem to find
Is tears and eyes that burn.

Where, Oh, where can it be
Why can't I find it
How long can it hide from me
Where has it been?

My yearnings keep growing
Will not find rest
So where is the answer?
When will I ever be blessed?

I see many lovers
Who seem to have found it all
So why am I left on the side
Feeling lonely and nothing at all?

I wish to soar with the angels
Laugh with a child
Run through the field
Heck, just to go crazy and wild!!

Because of the joy
A Happiness in my heart
Knowing I have found one love
Who from me will never part!

I know I am special
I have so much to give
So when we connected
I knew wow we will live!!

Time to redirect my yearnings
Devote nothing to the search
Let it be the one that I have already
Who has never left me in the lurch!!

Yet the yearnings within me
Bring many desires
I craves for more
Than will ever transpire!

I ache, I hurt, my body yearns
The desire takes my whole being
The passion inside me
Seeking that freeing!

Will I exploded and then cease
or will I survive with flair
and keep on trying
throughout the despair?

I hate the yearnings unfulfilled
the goodbyes and let downs
especially when I can't see
the honest, justifiable grounds.

I have so much to give to one
who will care and love in return
but instead all I seem to find
is tears and eyes that burn.

Where, Oh, where can my love be
why can't I find him
how long can he hide
Where has he been?

My yearnings keep growing
they will not find rest
So where is the answer?
When will I ever be blessed?

I see many lovers
who seem to have found it all
So why am I left on the side
feeling lonely and small?

I wish to soar with the angels
Laugh with a child
Run through the field
Heck, just to go wild!!

Because of the joy
and happiness in my heart
Knowing I have found love
who will never part!

I know I am special
I have so much to give
so when we connect
Oh, how we will live!!

So I am redirecting my yearnings
devoted to the search
and I will find the one
who not leave me in the lurch!!

Yearnings so difficult to stop
yearnings so strong, often out of control
When will they cease?
Or release my tormented soul?

Yearnings, yearnings and more yearnings
Is this to be my fate
Or will the fire just burn out
Before I reach Heaven's gate?

BobbyA Dec2011