"You heard me screaming, when no one could hear.
You told me there's no need to feel sad that we are far apart.
That I could make it happen if I wanted to.
Even though we are both living on the opposite ends of the world.
When you started seeing someone, my depression came back lethally once again.
I feel ashamed that someone, that you chad...could be this important.
That without you I feel like nothing.
Like not breathing without a care, because I'm not living.
Just here breathing...
No one will ever understand how much it hurts.
I feel hopeless, that nothing can save me & were over & it is gone.
I almost wish I could have all the bad things with you back, so that I could have the good also.
Livin' in two different places crushed us everyday.
We found love in two different states..."
Dedicated To: Chad Pattison</3<3
You know I'll always love you.
