I Never Should've Let You Go

My world now has waterless oceans
And a desert replaced my grassy field
The sun is blocked by a solitude cloud
A heartbreak never felt more real
All you ever asked me for
Was what you were supposed to receive
But I gave you everything but
The real love you wanted from me

"Us" seemed like the distant past
And I resent treating you that way
You tried your best to love me so
But my heart is completely stray
It's not like I didn't love you
I just didn't know how to say what I felt
So I demolished my own heart
And deliberately shattered myself

I know I was the one
Who said "maybe we should split."
But I never ever thought
It would feel quite like this
I wanna tell you that I miss you
But what would that benefit
So my only rational solution
Is to simply, but sadly forget