I can't let you love me,
his lies, so honest, still.
I hold on to my thoughts,
which is everything less than real.
I can't let you love me,
Because I don't know who you are..
You would want to love me near...
but my fear would keep you far..
I want to let you love me,
if you could mend a broken heart...
If you can find a way?
I promise to dig for a new start...
He doesn't call me beautiful,
I can not be his all..
how did he become so special?
He doesn't even call..
I can't make me Love him,
and I don't, yet, I would like to be able too...
or atleast my thoughts tell me that...
because I don't like to lose.
But perhaps he was my gain...
my step to another level, a different type of friend...
Maybe he was a step to keep me moving on...
to love again.
Love...don't hide from me...
I need you to rescue me from the hateful lies of lust...
and whereever you are Love, please stay true,
we'll work through flaws, but you must be just.
Teach me how to love you,
be my guide away from my past...
even walk a few steps ahead of me...
to keep our future in my grasp..
Allow me to recieve your all,
and from me, mine, in return...
Let us jump, and leap in faith,
and allow our love to Learn...
Let us take our faith, and believe God...
For he is the only one I will chase...
I refuse to be used...
The Truth, I will face.
Without God...I can't let you love me
My heart would be too cold...
God, whoever he is, allow me to accept him,
So that together, we may grow old.
May 12, 2011
