These butterflies i get
from the day that we first met
are like the ones right now
that still exist somehow
the way your blue eyes shine
the way i wish you were still mine
from the stormy night
and the midnight movie frights
you helped me through
when i didn't know what to do
and you helped me down
when my head was in the clouds
you helped me realize
but you bring my demise
you brought me to my knees to crawl
but just like the water you let me fall
but you cant hurt me anymore
my heart on my sleeve i wore
now its in my chest
where it seems to work the best
i'm done living for you
though i think i always knew
that this would never be love
but that just wasn't enough
i didn't believe it
but now i can admit
my judgment was wrong
i don't know why it took this long
for me to finally figure out
all that you were about