I exclaimed my love to you,
unknowing that you would leave
my name out of your
connections.
It was all I uttered,
and I was made in scorn
to look the other way
while you walked on....
I can't forget any longer
that your philosophy is not
without flaws.
You always remind others-
To be with a woman
would be a perplexity...
one should never preoccupy
with a relationship of
artly love, for their heart will be
taken from intelligence
and placed in a perspicacity
of paradise.
I never let those words
remove the echo of how
I constantly take to you.
I would like to believe
you're not void of the life
challenging you;
you can't be unknown
for I have sought you
many a moons in my dreaming
thoughtfulness.
The thoughts that now run
dangerously in my mind
are becoming
foregin, even to what I
never deny.
I feel millenniums away,
loosely traversing in a layout
of nothing I can hold.....
and maybe this will never
depart, and I'll be sentenced
to chambers where torment
will enclose.
But all I want is
for you to understand-
without regrets,
I'm still in need of you.