When i heard your voice after so long
it stirred something inside me
and warmth washed all over me
and instantly i could tell that
life would never be the same for me
At first, I wondered why i couldn't concentrate in class
neither did i understand why i would still be
awake under my ultra warm blanket
on such a dark and freezing night
I couldn't control my crazy imagination
the way it always caught me off guard
and soon enough i was forgetting every chore
and every single thing in my to-do list
and all i could think of was you and your smile
and it would lift up my spirits
even if it's just for a while
These insane thoughts of you and me
they kept haunting me at my most miserable times
and kept taunting me when i tried to shoo them away
I felt like there's no escape
like i was surrounded by your presence
like i was paralyzed by those echoing memories
of a time i don't want to remember
of feelings that i don't ever want to feel
And just like that, the thoughts drift away
and i'm astonished by what reality feels like
and i feel a painful ache deep inside
because i know that we can never be possible
because i feel that trying would be worthless
because you can't give me everything boy
and only your love isn't enough
no,no, it certainly ain't enough..
