Perfect dream ...

This cold wintery night freezes my mind, numbs my thoughts of you ...
it feels as if I'm losing the last bit of you in this thick foggy night ...
each time i hold on to you tight,
i end up losing you all ...

is this how we were suppose to nurture our dreams ?
turning every perfect memory into perfect mess to torment me every night ...

im starting to believe it was all a perfect dream,
which left me wanting you even more ...