I hate to say
That today I've had to fight the urge today.
To go back to the knife
if I did, I'd be scared that I'd take my life.
Nothing can compare to how I feel
I wish there was something that could heal.
Feeling like worthless piece of shit
Makes me wonder if deserved to take those hits.
It's the past that haunts my dreams
Nothing really makes since, or thats just what it seems
Sometimes these things just feel like a faze
But feeling this way makes everything in a haze
Growing up isn't as fun as it seems when your young
Sick of hearing thos words, "Calm Down Hun"
I wear a green monster on my back
Trust is something I lack
It must be true that you find out who your true friends are.
My old life seems so far
Pills never took all the pain away
I still feel things from my past, till this day
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
I have days I don't even pick up my phone
Not wanting to fall on my face
I try to keep my life at a steady pace
I've fallen in love, and it scares me
And I've taken the toll and paid the fee.
