"most heroes never stick
around long enough
to watch their
accomplishments.."

Oh how true is that! So often people do the good deeds or good whatever it is and they come back around only when doom and gloom is back. Never get to relish in the good stuff.

"you left so many
seeds in my heart..
they're all blooming now
and you're not here. "

This is my favorite stanza of yours... it's very much a "I'm doing okay, things are still happening.. but you're not here and I want you to be.. and it's just not fair". I loved this!

I love it!