Suicidal Thoughts

These suicidal thoughts, swim through my head.
A voice, telling me to hurt myself.
I can't think about something like this.
Its too much.
Suicide seems like such an option.
But I won't take the chance.
These thoughts consume me and eat me alive.
The voice wants me to die.
It tells me its trying to help me.
But it isn't.
I don't want to feel like this.
Seems as though I have nothing to live for, anymore.
Do I?
These thoughts stream through my head.
Like an ocean of souls in the river of the underworld.
They tell me different ways to get rid of the pain.
They tell me what to do to die.
But I lose my mind.
They tell me to rid myself of existence on this world and of the pain I've caused and suffered from.
What do I do with these suicidal thoughts?
Can't go on...
Living?
-For those who have had suicidal thoughts. You're not alone. I understand. For a friend.-