I'm lying,
Saying its going to be ok.
When all I can think of is ending it all.
When I know my time is coming soon.
I'm not trying to lie,
I do think you might be ok,
I think you'll be fine without me.
And I'm sorry.
I'm not trying to be selfish,
I just don't know what else to do.
I think my time is coming.
I can feel it.
I'm so dizzy,
My body is floating,
Begging for release.
Pain stricken face,
It's getting hard to hide.
I'm sorry for any inconvenience.
I don't mean to cause trouble,
Just speaking the truth,
I promised I'd always be there for you.
To take care of you,
But I can't take care of myself.
It's been on my mind for a while,
It's time to follow through,
With this gruesome act.
I'm sorry.
But this is what I have to do.
And it will be soon.
Goodbye my sweet girl,
Don't miss me too much.
