The pain is to much to take as the fake smile starts to fade You finally see the torment in my eyes but its to late my wrist are bleeding and there is no stopping it now the tears in my eyes fall for you and all i wanted our life to be I manage the strength to slide the precious ring off my slender finger I dont want this pain to haunt me in death. My escape is near i can feel it now the numbness finally taking over me...I feel my lips pull into to a smile one that actually feels real as i let one more tear fall i am happy because i know i have ended it all
No more thoughts of death
no more visions of razor blades
no more voices in my head
no more thoughts of you and how i wasnt enough to make you happy how can i blame you i didnt love me either
