You shoved me in a prison,
I could not escape.
I am weaker than you, much weaker
so that gives you the right to rape?
I am neither an object nor just a body,
I am a person, an individual, a body with a soul.
I am not a figment of your imagination or part of your fascination.
No body knows about this secret storm or how I wish I was never born.
I keep silently asking for someone, anyone to come but no one is here,
no one is near and no one can hear.
I am alone with the devil,
this is torture on the deepest level.
In the middle of the night when you turn out the light,
when there is nothing more than darkness in sight
that's when I put up my fight,
the very fight I know I will lose,
I try to refuse but the more I try the more I get used and abused.
I am a person; I have a heart and I have a soul.
How can your heart be so frigid and cold?
One day you will be punished,
punished for the little girl you have scarred,
for the tears, the pain, the suffering,
all of which only you caused.
I got my head down,
hands and feet bound,
now my innocence cannot be found.
The neighbors, oh the neighbors
they can't hear a single sound.
Every time I hear your footsteps,
when I hear you breathing,
I reminisce back to my screaming.
I look back and wonder how I went on,
everyday I'm still wishing you were gone.
Gone from this earth that I call home,
with you here it's just a torture dome.
Every time I feel your touch,
I ask my self why you hate me so much.
I finally got out just in time,
but the scars you've made will forever be mine.
The nights just kept getting worse,
each second I wish I was dead in a hearse.
Then I'd no longer be part of your dreadful game.
Did it feel nice to treat me like a grain of dirt?
I wish I could make some type of alert.
I have never felt so gross,
like I haven't bathed in years.
Life is shit when you have to live with so many fears.
It's hard to believe that you have kids and a wife,
and you can still ruin my life.
I know for a fact that I will never fully heal,
Because I will forever know these memories are real.
One day you will be punished,
one day you will get what you deserve.
One day, one day
Damn I can't wait for that day.
