Remember

Trying to take a deep breath and I begin to speak

I know that Im strong then why am I acting so weak

Does she have that much control over me

Why can't she leave and leave it be

Im not her toy anymore I start to say

but she laughs in my face anyway

she knows that I wont fight against myself

I feel it beginning to get hard to breath, as I gasp for air

She laughs and says dont you dare

Dare what I mange to say under the gasps of breath

I start to cry because she knows that Im scared of death

She begins to feel my pain and eases up her hand

People say that they see my sorrow but they don't understand

She screams in my face as I feel the siliva across my cheeks

He tells me I have havent been myself in weeks

He doesnt know me like she does

Because with her I am not the girl I was

I was happy when him and I met the first time

But now I dont know who I am I guess a person that can rhyme

With her by my side im not who I use to be

Yeah, Im not the girl that you use to see

He says he loves me either way

She drags me down the hallway

As he trys to stop her but his fingers slip out of my reach

I feel as if I'm gonna die so my word will never teached

The tears turn to blood as I scream for her to let go

Who I am he now will never know

I hear his voice across the way

I hear him scream 'baby please stay'

I try to smile so that will be the last thing he remembers

but I dont know if I can because I feel as if it will be a slur

She laughs as she turns to him walking slowly to the love of my life

The one that was there for me through this that wanted me to be his wife

I grasp for one last breath as I hear her scream

A scream what does that mean

I hear his deep voice so calm and gentle trying not to cry

Hearing him beg God why

As he holds tight I begin to feel his touch again

I look to see what happened even though its a blur

'I thought she killed me for sure'

I speak with a rough voice

He said 'I'm sorry but I had no choice'

I give a puzzled look to the man that saved me

I turn and see her dead and wonder how it could be

I fought all theses years to win a battle I thought I never could

Tears of joy roll down my blood covered face

He holds me tight carrying me to a better place

I dont look back because I dont want to remember

(c) Brittany Michelle