Left of Me

I can hear her voice echoing in my heart

Each word breaks another piece of whats left of me

I try to walk away but the strings attached to my arm being to make me bleed

As the blood drops fall i feel no pain any longer

the fake smile that was printed on my face begins to fade

Showing my emotions that i felt so long can finally show

I stand to her and try to walk away one more time

As the bloody strings begin to break and I begin to breathe

I stand in front of her saying that i still love her but the feelings aren't there

I start to walk away and hear her cry; screaming my name as I do not turn

The strings drag across the floor with a trail of blood behind

She bends down and touchs whats left of me

My legs are weak from sitting there on her shelf

My arms are cut from each word that she razored on my body

I stop and take another breath scared of what my future may hold without her

The strings slowly one by one fall off and the blood drys

This door appears bright in my dark eyes, I push past my tears

Seeing the door that I should of chosen a year before

I see the smiles that I should be embraced in

I step one foot in and turn seeing her on the ground covered in darkness

I see my arm with her name ingraved in to my wrist

I kiss it goodbye as I enter the door

The door closes slowly as i walk and feel reborn

The scars are replaced with new healing

The tears turn to kisses on my face

I finally feel a smile come across my pale lips

Am I truely happy

I turn to run to the door where i felt safe

I have never experienced happiness is this what it is

The door closes in my face

I turn and try to embrace what is in front of me

The black of my eyes are replaced with my natural green

The smile grows as I see the light I was suppose to feel in my heart

Now I see that theres so much left of me

(c) Brittany Michelle