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by Brittany Michelle Dec 16, 2011 category : Life, society / other
The smoke escapes from my lips as does my soul I feel my life is fading away as so the world I see the smoke form a shape that I wish I could feel It disappears in the moonlight sky Each step of the breaking of leaves feels like the breaking of my heart If I even have a heart anymore, are we honestly born with one Are we honestly born with a soul Looking down at the cuts resembling my pain across my arms I see the word that I wish I could be craved deep in my wrist I stop in front of a river flowing so calm as I wish my life would Throwing a rock breaking the balence of the calmness As the calmness of my world has been so many times When the calmness began again so did my breathing Another puff of smoke releases from my mouth I stop to hear what this person they call God has suppooseably created Sitting there in nature normally calms a forgotten person like myself But this time it doesn't, why I wonder as I see deer and rabbits grazing They are so peaceful creatures so sweet in nature But just like everything else things change people change I can see myself being them having to fight againt my predators; my demons The deer finally notices my stares and is strunk in fear as if I was going to kill Our eyes are locked I can see that this creature has a soul but it sees nothing in return Watching it finally run off; it feels as if it is taking me with him I feel the air across my cheeks and matching it chest beats as it trys to disappear from view My soul floats next to me as if it is taunting me saying I will not come back Falling off the cliff, the deer it did not think clearly, plumbing to its death I feel as if I done the same (c) Brittany Michelle