The words are repeating in my head from the song
I try to apply them to myself and act as if I am strong
"F__king Perfect", honestly what is perfect in this world
I have never been perfect like those stupid Barbie girls
The sweet bright red blood drips off my finger tips
A fake but almost real smile comes across my lips
The words are carved deep within my skin
I feel a relief of pressure like its been popped by a pin
I take a deep breath and finally stop hearing my heart beat
I get the strength to climb to my feet
The sun begins to shine through the window seal
Surprised of how much better I seem to feel
Turning to the red stained floor, reality begins to sink in
I feel the color of my eyes changing from dark back to my normal green
The smile fades to the darkness at which thats where I'd rather be
Because in reality no one can see what is truly wrong with me
I look down at the proof that Wonderland exists
Chasing that Bunny of Death is something I can't resist
Seeing the Cat that seemed to convince me to do so much wrong
Seeing him dance with devilish joy and sing his demonic song
He was purple in color but black at heart
Giggling with every scar, with every mark
I look ahead as the song repeats and repeats
A tear falls because I know my true Wonderland is my defeat
