A Blissful Mess

You don't believe in love
but still you feel it in your heart,
is that the very proof
that love exists

You feel all is lost
but you become filled
with joy and hope

While being down
and depressed,
with all that lingers
in your head

You push this feeling
deep down into your soul
away from your heart
away from your thoughts,
it lingers deep down
in a hole

But be warned
be careful
things never stay down long
they rise up to be known

You take pleasure
in what you know
but you cannot trust
it's a complicated mess

What are you to do
with your hearts mess
and lingers less
but dwells inside your all

Lead into temptation
or can you stray from it.

Desire and hate

I try hard
to stray away
but there's a grasp
I can't get hold

I hate this way I feel

So hard
So real
it's like a dream

This is a mess
I can't fix

A mess...
that's bliss