My everlasting love

He broke my heart. He killed me with each step. As he grew farther and farther away. I wanted to yell for him to scream his name. i loved him so and forever i will. He broke my heart without knowing the damage he would do. he had no clue. he didn't know that i loved him and i wouldn't tell a soul. although i really didn't have to. everyone already knew.everyone but him. cause no matter what i do the things i feel for him he wont feel for me in return. i know this. that's why i wont say anything. but when i don't say anything when he walks farther and farther away it kills me. it kills me to know that he walks away to another girl. he leaves me to be with a girl that wouldn't care if he lived or died. she plays around with his emotions as if it was just another one of her toys. she takes chances with his life as if he didn't mean a thing to anyone. but he means everything to me. i love him. and i will love him until my heart cant love anymore and then until the world ends and SO much longer. cause my love for him is everlasting. and that wont change not even now when i sit here and die. i had to i couldn't let myself tell you how i feel cause i knew it would ruin everything you have with her and make you hate me even more. so to stop myself i toke a blade and made the life poor out of me hoping that maybe when I'm gone...you just might miss me a little or that you might feel something just to show that you cared.