These memories haunt me,
Over and over they play in my mind,
Your smell lingers on me,
my love for you, still makes me blind.
Your eyes would glow, and your smile made me melt,
Having you, then losing you, put me though every emotion felt.
Thinking of you, I block out the constant ache,
Talking to you, my tears stand on the edge of my eyes,
Hugging you, the pain gets hard to take,
wondering, if all you said was lies.
determined to be strong,
I hide behind my laugh.
Smiling and talking,
covering my pain with a mask.
the worst torture is,
Having everything you wanted taken away from you,
It's impossible to explain, the thoughts and agony your put through.
Desperate for you to feel some of the hurt.
You'd blown us away,
And wrung out your shirt.
I know you've moved on,
But a part of me feels used,
Lost In a maze, my heart left bruised.
Sometimes I wonder why do we try,
When everytime we only fail
I guess one day I'll get it right,
One day, my ship will sail.
