Incoherent

As alcohol numbs the pain,
smooth liquid blots it all out
Revulsion slowly fades away
as the posion coats the mind

Became so incoherent
Nothing, noone, makes sense anymore
And yet..yet I still try to process
But..all I can do is discredit..disbelieve

Only..

I'm not sure which one
Who to turn to anymore?
So confused, lost, wandering
It's become so lonely upon this road

And nobody understands, not really
They try to be there, but I've frozen inside
Only one thing helps, smooth liqiud
Posion or not...it's become the norm

Misery seeps through this broken soul
Elegance is all but lost
And I'm wishing..wishing 'pon a star
But... they're just meant for dreams

Pills just make me numb, alcohol blocks it out
Tired of constantly questioning, always so suspicious
Both torn my heart in two, streching, grabbing, holding on
Only...it can't extend any longer..between you...

you've broken me.