What writing means to me...

When i am writing,
i am at peace with who i am.
all i need is my pen, paper and my thoughts,
i am the perfect me.

when i write,
i feel things so much more.
if im in love, hurt, angry,upset or anything else,
the one thing i know i can always rely on is my thoughts.

my thoughts will always be with me,
working for me and my emotions.
my thoughts have never let me down,
and they have always been there for me even when everyone leaves.

when i write my mind is always at work,
always looking for a new way to express how i feel.
when i write i am truly happy.

one day i hope that i can find the confidence in myself to let go,
and truly believe that i can do this,
let people into my life and see what i have been though,
and how i have never let my fears or my life expriances get me down.

my writing is a reflection of me and all that i am...
but my fears of rejection with my poems,
will always remain as a conquest i hope to oneday over come.

my writing is who i am,
and they are real feelings and life events.
i wanna believe that everything will be okay.
maybe it will,
maybe it wont.

one thing i know have to do is jump,
see where it leads,
if i dont i will never know if it was meant to take me somewhere,
or if it was only just a hobbie...

my writing is all that i am and all that i wanna be..