Worthless You Say

You tell me each day how you wish I wasn't born
Your words say that how I ruined your entire life
The thoughts of hearing you yelling at me
Worthless, evil child

My father was demon spawn
He left you with me and my evilness
You should have loved me,
but you never once cuddled or held me close

Never held or given couragement
Never told how much you loved me
So ugly was I
So evil in my heart,

Evilness is built into my soul
You say I could never be lovable...
The thoughts of never been loved by the person who should have loved, protected and given couragement to

Why did you keep me?
Did you truly want to punish me?
Why blame me for everything wrong in your life?
All I wanted was love, tenderness and protection