Dad please stop.

Your words hurt me so deeply,
with each hurtful word you say,
Its another hole in my heart.

I know you love me,
I know you care.
But sometimes i wonder if its all in my head.

But i do know i will never be beautiful to you,
or pretty.
I will never be the perfect daughter you once had,
all those years ago.

I was always that fat daughter,
I was the one that went to weight watches,
at the age of 10.
All beacsue you could never handle having a fat daughter.

No matter how much i tried all these years i know you still dont understand,
how much it really hurts to hear you say,
That im fat,
That i have to lose weight,
Dont eat that you will put more weight on.

The words you speak,
Is like another hole in my heart,
with each painful, hurtful word you say.

For many years I have tried not to let it worry me,
But knowing i will never be beautiful to you,
Hurts much more than you will ever know...