I feel like crying
I don't know why
Maybe its all the stuff you said
You lead me on
And continue to do so
You make me think i have a chance
You blow me off
You pretend to ask me out
I feel like some toy
Cheap entertainment
Only fun for you
To laugh at me inside
To make me think
All this stuff then hide
I feel like i cant go back
Like i have to like you
Why did i have to tell you,
How i love you?
You treat me like crap
And yet i stay
I act like nothings wrong
But I wish you'd go away
Sometimes i still like you
I can not lie
But how you make me feel
Repeating what you said
Thinking in my head
Crying for what never was
Lying to myself
You lying to me
I can't believe what you are
I can't believe I like you
After all that you did
I still love you
And you say you really like me
But I don't think thats true
If you really liked me
Why would you do the things you do?
Please leave me alone
Let me mend
All the things you said
Leaving marks in my head
You cant help now
Cant make the marks go away
You cant take back what you said
It'll be with me every day
I guess i learned who you really are
The hard way...
